​I want to Inherit the Wind

I want to inherit the wind. The wind! Yes, so I can find myself where I choose.
I don’t have to be anybody’s prisoner. Lock in anyone’s case or perception of who I should be, where I should go, what I should do.

I want to inherit the wind. The wind! Yes, so I can find myself where I choose.
I will take my problems and the masks I wear and scattered them in the wind. Sit on a high mountain and watch my shackles smashed in the wind. I would laugh hard and deep as the wind destroy them as they destroyed me.

I want to inherit the wind. The wind! Yes, so I can find myself where I choose.
I would grab hold the shame I bore. The baggages heaped on my back. The anchor attached to my soul that denied me elevation, denied me breath, denied me peace. Off to the wind I would blow them with fierce anger and resentment. I would send the wind after them like the dogs they send after me that devoured. Ravished me.

I want to inherit the wind. The wind! Yes, so I can find myself where I choose.
I would throw rocks at the ceiling, crack the ceiling, drill holes, watch it cave in, loose the wind in it to uproot the foundation of this vile temple of lies. Deception. The lies that told to me and spoken over me. Lies that ensnared me. Disempowered me. Deprive me hope. They were like leeches that sucked me dry left me barren and desolate.

I want to inherit the wind. The wind! Yes, so I can find myself where I choose.
I will float in the air for a while and rest my head on the clouds as the wind blow softly over me and ever so gently removing layers upon layers of what I was until I’m completely naked. My soul exposed so the Son can burn away the debris, the excess that weighed me down.

I want to inherit the wind. The wind! Yes, so I can find myself where I choose.
Oh that he may wash me with hyssop and on my wounds the balms of Gilead. That he would take earth mixed with the Word and open my eyes. Like the blind men that He would ask me, what I will of Him. I would response “if that will, make me whole.” And He would respond with healing and wholeness. He would command me “Talita Cummi” Maiden Arise!

I want to inherit the wind. The wind! Yes, so I can find myself where I choose.
I would mount the wings of the wind to find myself in His tabernacle that I may inquire in His temple. To be known in His courts as Beloved. To sit at His table not as a guest but as His own. That His precious blood would be my claim to the royal lineage that s heir of God and joint heir with Christ and I would inherit more the wind.
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Sandra Garcon Degerville

One of the great challenges of our world today is not global warming, COVID-19, political corruption, racism or any of the very real and paralizing issues facing our world. The greatest problem we have in the earth realm is a lack of love for ourselves. We simply do not love ourselves well at all. We are constanly comparing ourselves to others and emotionally cutting our legs right from under us.

Love is such a powerful gift but unfortunately finds itself in the hands of broken and imperfect people. That's ALL of us in case you didn't know. So while love is pure and holy by the time it goes through our life filters, the corridors of our traumas, what people said about us, the lacks in our lives and on and on, when we finally give it to someone else it can be so altered and so disfigured that there's no way that's love.

God is the only source of pure unperverted love known to men and scripture says He daily pours love out on us and over us. The same way Moses and the children of Isreal daily received fresh mana, we can daily get our fill of fresh love everyday. The first person that needs to eat from it is US! Once we eat of pure love, injest it, savor it, digest it, allow it go through our entire system, body, soul (will, mind, emotions) and spirit then we can invite others to eat from our lives. They will see the way we treat and care for ourselves. The kindness, the tenderness, the consistency, of how we love us and they will be complelled to not only love themselves that way by pursuing the source themselves but will inturn love us that way. Only then, love is not contaminated or perverted by our experiences. Everyone loving this way  eliminates every problem known to men. Digested love purifies us, provides correction and heals us.
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​Reality is a funny and deceptive (a lie or not real) thing. What’s going on in your right now moment is a fact NOT truth. Fact simply is a set of theories or situation that can be proven. Fact is 2+2 will always equal 4, no matter how much you want it to equal a different number. Truth is a fact that can be altered or changed. Truth always carries a BUT. Here’s an example. I got an “F” in math. The fact in this situation is that I got an “F” in math. Fact looks at what’s presented or what actually is. It can be assumed that because I got an “F” in math that I’m not good in math. But the truth could be several things: I’m not good in math. I had some family or personal problems that kept me from concentrating in math class. I’m above the math level I’m being taught so I was bored and didn’t do the work. I may have been sick so I missed a lot of days from school. And the list goes on of the truth situations that produced a fact or the “F”. What is important for you to understand is that while you can’t change the present (right now) facts you can change future facts.
Yes you have gone through a lot in your life. You have experience a lot of hurt and pain. You may have experienced violence in your family. You may have seen friends or family members get involved in gangs or drugs. May you have been abused by someone you love. Maybe your family doesn’t always have enough food, you’re always moving from one place to another. Maybe the people around you are not going to college or excelling in school. Maybe you have mental, emotional or behavioral issues. Maybe no one around is encouraging you to be the best or people telling you that you can’t be this or you can’t be that and so many other painful experiences. You have to remember all of these situations or circumstances are your right now facts but they don’t have to be your future facts or the real truth about you.
 You are an amazing person with so much potential. It’s like garden where a farmer planted a lot of different seeds. You are like this garden with thousands of seeds (gifts, talents & abilities) planted in you. You don’t always know what gifts, talents or abilities you may have inside but you have to continue watering your garden (getting an education, going to college, learning a trade, get a hobby, try out different activities or sports, learn something new every day…) make sure your garden is exposed to sunlight (get to know people who’s different then you, develop great habits, connect with people who are strong in an areas you’re weak in and learn from them…). Keep an eye on your garden and remove the weeds (stay away from people that will lead you down the wrong path, remove them from your life). Sometimes it’s better to be by yourself even though it can be lonely, then to be around people you don’t really like or may not like you either. If you have to make yourself fit in anywhere then you are in the wrong place. The right place will always feel right deep down inside.). Then be patient with yourself. Wait! Great things don’t grow over night. All of the greatness in you will take time to develop. It will take even years but that’s ok because you are worth it. The world can't wait to welcome and celebrate you. Your school, family and friends need to see you be excellent so they can be excellent too. Most importantly, you need you to be the best you, you can be.
Do not get fooled by the facts in your life. Be strong enough to create the truths and facts you want in your future.
Words of Wisdom:
1.       “As an original work of art I will never allow myself to be anyone’s copy.” Sandra Garcon
2.       “I don’t go where I’m tolerated (where people just put up with me). I go where I’m celebrated (where people love me exactly for who I am).” Paula White
3.       “Because I was not designed to fit in everything I understand that rejection simply means I have to find a better fit.” Sandra Garcon